Missing

To miss: "to notice the absence of...." a lot of things which used to be but are not anymore even if you'd want things to be the way they where before.

Trick question

There comes a time when you're so busy you almost forget yourself behind along the way.
Than there comes a time when you find yourself and you don't know what where you looking for.

The question is: Is it because you always there ? or because it felt better when you wasn't ?